black looks good on me

my parents are still giving me the silent treatment
i mean
just cos half the people they know who are married to indians had failed marriages
doesnt mean that it would be any different if i were to marry a non-indian
the risk is about the same
marriage itself is a goddamn risk
and if you make a big deal out of something
it w i l l turn out to be a big deal
and besides rv is such a schweeet guy
so whats the big deal
i mean
just meet him goddammit
and stop letting your fears prejudices and misconceptions blind you
besides
black looks good on me
oh wait wait wait
lemme indulge in some senseless corniness
once you go black you never go back
mwahaha
ok
not so funny
someone let me outta here

i have waited three years
and i have waited enough
i have built enough love
to build some courage
to build an understanding with my own parents
but they choose to live in a marble

two halved halves :)
i cant live
as a half
i have invested
this much
of honesty
of what i call my personal self
to lay my heart on the table
and my mind to be scrutinized
but you have only
given me
love

i cannot know it any other way

not anymore