meowrrr

so

i'm a coward
apparently
i mean
dg's mother was a sweet, gentle and hilarious soul
sleeping beside her altar should not have scared the living shits out of me the way it did
i slipped the right side of my body under the blanket so that it was out of view
but i was perspiring like hell
just as long as i could not see the altar
and what the hell was wrong with us
6 adults acting like overgrown babies
i mean
we scared ourselves
the way people do by watching scary movies
and that was really silly
we spent the entire night talking about eerie stuff
then we irked ourselves before sleeping
and then decided we all couldnt sleep alone in the rooms
and huddled together on makeshift mattresses in the dining room
with max the sweet german shepherd staring at me
and i had the h o n o u r of sleeping beside the altar cos jl just couldnt do it either
and i
as usual
didnt say a thing
and just
lay there
and i was the last to fall asleep
i am
a scaredy cat
haha
silly me