levitating

after crying like i have the hiccups (cry-stop-laugh deliriously-cry-stop-laugh deliriously till it stops when you forget about it) while scourging the web for a jong kong recipe, then dusty springfield tunes, then realising that having your curls brushing your naked waist is a very satisfying feeling, then thinking that you're now going to go blind because you use ReNu's MoistureLoc*, then cursing that makciks (older women, usually associated with housewives accompanied by delicious smells of rendang, festive foods) of the world don't think of posting jong kong recipes online, then singing Beatles at the top of your lungs, then praising self that self has excellent voice today and switches to Alicia Keys for self-gratification, then reading dooce.com, then looking down at rotund tummy and wishing i bought another slice of Bengawan Solo's pandan chiffon cake, then switching to happy BlackEyedPeas (don't you just love listening to Sexy?) songs, then cursing that the clouds look ominously bulky and dark and i may get caught in the rain if i make the much needed trip to Great World City for my hair conditioner, then baulking at vain self over prospect of frizzy hair day tomorrow without hair conditioner,

that my brain's in an overdrive and i need it to stop lest i need someone to pick my wrecked self off the tracks.

*it has been reported in the papers this week that some 30 people in Singapore have fungal eye infections, 3 so bad that they need corneal transplants - but it has yet to be proven that the one common factor, MoistureLoc, is the reason for an unusual spike in fungal eye infections. 30 out of a few hundred thousand, is it just being overcautious? or am i just being too careless in not plugging the use of MoistureLoc?