Wednesday, July 14, 2004

ahr ee ass pee ee see tee

self-respect

a concept i understand yet cannot grasp
can you grasp what you do not understand?
maybe i do not understand
maybe i only understand what the big deal is

i want

impulse is to me as words are to a letter
does that imply lack of mental control
does that eventually mean an unkept immaturity
strangely, i think of the repercussions
not that i do not care for them
i just
switch
off
within a second
feel the costs
and carry the costs

why cant they just be more open about their insecurities
and stop hurting other people
or talking so loud and making such big physical movements
to show themselves bigger than they think they really are
why bother
what's up, oi

impatient
just too impatient
tapping my feet
drumming my fingers
shifting my focuses

get on with it

but slow down


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