berburu-buru borobudur

emotionally - stuffed
physically - stuffed
mentally - dead

i really, really, really am convinced that i have probably lost 40gms today. i feel lighter already! there's a bounce in my step despite impossible 2.5" shoes. i really cant understand why i let myself suffer so bad.

work has been - tough.

weight has been - tough. what with everyone telling me how i've put on weight blablabla. and cecilia came up to me today and said, wow you're fat. yes, you insecure nitwit. i am feeling fat, thank you very much. also the epitome of tact, this one, this woman.

this woman who prays day after day that her daughter will not turn out to be like me although it does look like there is a pattern to most convent girls. even though i was only in the primary school bit.

my brother and his girlfriend have left for jakarta today.

i.want.to.go.

to.the.borobudur.

i.want.to.go.

to.the.borobudur.

i.want.to.go.for.an.adventure.again.

it.has.been.two.fucking.years.

it.has.been.too.long.

kuala lumpur hardly qualifies as a holiday. how does visiting your in-laws in any way at all make that trip a holiday? besides holidays are all about discovery, discovery, discovery! well, at least they are when you're at this age.

i.will.go.for.a.holiday.by.june.or.i'll.go.blistering.mad